Man....sundae nite was bad. The 'session' having ended on a bad note. Well, it was a learning experiece. When u think u noe everything, wake up! U most probably dun. I guess this hit me hard that nite. It was a night when i felt really horrible-- coz i can't accept the fact that i do not noe everything. Man....how dumb/silly of me.... but like i said, a good experience...
Had the maths test and gp test on mondae. It was ok lah...but boy do i hav to read up again. My knowledge on the z* thingy is damn fuzzy....vectors was rusty.... i hope i can get a decent grade though... GP...essae sux sia... did the "Human being have more to fear of themselves than of the natural world." This seems to be te least cheem-est topic. And the onli points i could think of was war, terrorism and crimes. Lack depth and evidence, so i guess i ll do badly for tis one.
2 casinos. What the hell? 35,000 jobs.....so what? And tt minister ..the manpower one i think... the one who got "so emotional" in Parliament... the "thousands of jobs....i cannot reject" ....WAS HE ACTIng? Damn fake lor. Man.... i hope i got no links watsoever to the casino man. I wun be working there..... not even if the top job is offered to me. I wun be working there even if tt's the only place in Singapore who needs workers. Hhaha... man.... casinos....not ONE but 2!!(My anger despite the fact that i mentioned abt the gambling GP essae i wrote abt in my prvious entries.
Man....i have mentioned in an entry tt i have been regularly attending this religious history lesson. I recalled the story of Prophet Lut, the city of Sodom that got 'erased' from the face of this earth, all becoz of its ppl....the mischief....homosexuals... yea....and after giving it some deep thoughts, i wun be surprised of Singapore got destroyed. Casinos can be seen as a haven for sin. Haha.. The tsunami and all....man....God could make the whole country sink-- but scientists would sae that it may be due to all the tunnels being dug, all the heavy buildings on the surface....and having a casino..oops...2 casinos may be all it needs to bring wrath to the country. Well.... this wrath could be in the form of terrorist attacks. PPl who are more extreme than me may go to such extent.
Man....and during GP on mondae or tuesdae, i cant remember, the teacher told us abt ppl who are sick using blogs to relieve stress, communicate with ppl, share burden etc. And there are those...like the PSC scholar who use blog to do things....dunnoe wat racist comments.... i din read abt it... Basically, she's driving at how technology can be both a good thing and a bad thing.
SO having said all that, I KNOE that i have to watch the things that i sae and all.... u noe... terrorist thingys are taken seriously by the gvt and all.... i could be arrested by the ISA....w/o going thru the court of law.... hahah..... BUT, is it really wrong to sae what u feel like saying? It's a way to "release the pressure building up inside u and all". And for goodness sake, when i write blogs, i dun think many ppl would read it lah.... but for the PSC guy....he must be damn suay lah......MAn....i culd be damn suay if ppl 'sabo' me....haha.... I wouldn't want to be in the Straits TImes front page as the second guy to abuse the blog. haha...
Abuse....wats abuse?....Man....gp makes u ask a lot of questions....the meanings of keywords...
Well, maybe b4 i proceed, i must say that everything i write here in my blog is just the things that i feel like saying and if there ARE ppl out there who are offended.....then my profoundest apology to all of you.
(i picked up this phrase after watching KAte and Leopold...well, Leopold said 'profound apology'...not profoundest). Man......after PW and having got a Band 1....lol.... i learned how to try and kp justifying the things u sae....
ANd one last thing before i stop digressing, will my employers read my blog one day...and after reading all my "reflections".... u noe...not accept me....fire me..... haha....man...i think too much...But....will they?
ok....dats Mondae and a 'little' points to ponder about...now for Tuesdae.
Man....Grace and her non-stop "bullying".... haha..... i hope she gets tired of teasing me....SOON...
Hmm... wat else ar.... oh....had to go for afternoon PE.... den watched ppl plae badminton....den do my works... Yuying got gold for 400m haaha.....but ....theres a funny reason why she got it lah.(she told me not to tell anyone) well, it was Not because got 1 ppl running onli. Not because of 2 ppl running.....but because got only....
To Yuying: Technically, i still haben tell that 'secret'.... lol
Man...... i hope she wun be mad. Coz although i din sae anything ahem* ahem*......i sort of sae it lor. I saw it as a small thing but....if to her is a big thing....den i m in big trouble. SO if ure angry....den my sincere and profound apologies... [ see....i think too far...., just like saturdae]
BUt still, a gold is a gold....so CONGRATS!...i dun tink i formally congratulated u tt dae(yesterdae)...i just luffed ...
WEdnesdAE..... boy was i not in the talking mood todae. Not in the mood for anything lor. It has been like this on a number of occasions...so on these kind of daes....i ll read books...haha...funny rite...i m currently reading 2 books....hehe.... I thought off some of the things tt may contribute to this feeling.
1. Flat hair....boy do i feel so serious if my hair is combed flat..
2.Nothing to spark off/kick start my dae....like the lizard...lol...just kiddin...yea
3. Sleeping too late..like todae
4. SLeeping too early,like mondae and tuesdae...ard 9-10 oclock liddat
5.Missing breakfast...
During physics lect, so many ppl ponned lor. It went to a stage where it damn OBVIOUS people ponned lah. BOy were those who ponned dumb and suay. HAha.... Mass raid and ard 30 got rounded up....haha....(i m not gloating here...hehe...) DEn during Physics prac which was after the lecture, Ms tan lectured us for a period....haha.....she asked us why we shuld still go for lect evn if the teacher is no good. I told Subu tt i knew the perfect answer--RESPECT. But din exactly tell her lah. HAha....but boy was the things she said same as the things i was thinking abt..... Maybe both of us share the same value system....which is why i nvr ponned any physics lecture yet.....this yr....haha(maybe oso becoz i scared tis kind of things happen lah)
I went home early.Right after skool. I wanted to get skool out of my mind. And i was hoping that Constantine would make me feel better. Yep....Constantine Maroulis...the American Idol finalist....boy does he have the X-factor.....somewhat akin to the x-factor i saw in SLy....lol.....yep!He sang great but SImon and RAndy were bad lor....haiz.....
Den i slept. woke up at 7. Bathed and got ready for religious class. Watched this show/ documentary /health- related programme 'Stress Out' ...not becoz i am stressed or anything but becoz this wks episode is abt jaw/dental. NOpe ....nothing to do with my teeth....haha....better not ok abt my teeth....maybe in other entries perhaps...but it got something to do with my jaw. My Right jaw.
My right jaw is locked. Not totally locked but cannot open totally/normally. Man....3 years already lor. But lucky can still talk. Haha.... BUt if it opened....imagine how much more i'll talk. Anw, wen i open my mouth can hear the clicking sound....not loud enuff for u to hear but enuff for me to hear.... WEnt to clinic....they gave me useless medication. DEn since i can talk....and theres not much pain...so i ignored it lah. DEn one year pass....i go doctor coz i got fever....told him bout my jaw....he referred me to hospital.... but GAVE me wrong place to go somemore sia....after a long queue at the dunnoe wat department at TTSH....the doctor inside told me that i was not in the right department....and referred me to the dental...who said tt i have to make an appointment....came for 2 sessions....and all the doctor said was tt i can do it myself....just move my jaw ard....WTH....one year...still nthg happened...den this year went to doctor again coz got fever...told him bout my jaw...referred me to Alexandra Hospital. ALexendra hospital den called my parents up telling them abt my appointment...and consultation fee---$100!!!... and its just consultation lor...den my dad said no need lah....can tok wat.....sommore expensive....this is his rxn wen i almost got a braces lah....haiya ....money as alwaes been an issue... precisely why i dun possess a handphone.... hope u can see where i m coming from here.
Btw, the show mentioned abt chiropractors and how the can help ppl like me....boy....Chiropractor is a BIG word...bigger than doctor....so i guess consultation is BIGGER too.....boy.... Hey, if any readers out there is has a dad or a mum or a relatives who is a chiropractor...ask him/her if he could give me a free treatment or not....lol....better still, if ure a chiropractor....help me!!...haha...
Things learnt at religious class: Boy was Prophet Yusoff(aka Joseph)...haha...(one of my bros name oso yusoff...the other one is Yunos...aka Jonah to christians)....2 religions so common yet SOO different...i m digressing here...
I was saying boy were Yusoff's brothers bad.... to abandon their own brother. Lots to do with issues regarding family. HOw a parents love should be shared equally, if not theres jealousy.... hhaa...me and my bros and my sis ..... am i jealoous of the attn they get from my dad?....hmm....erm....haha....no comments.
So yup. Has been a slow week.Rather forgetteble. And my mind have been really at peace these few days. Coz i have not been missing prayers--the five times a day one....I have to admit tt i have been missing lots of prayers....and it is mentioned that if u missed one prayer, its equals to 40 years in hell...boy...if i were to calculate....hmm....better not. God is forgiving. I hope past records will be forgiven..... haha....
So yup again....a slow week....forgettable....dazed....but definitely greater focus.
[ Btw, i think this is the first if not the second time religion is mentioned in my entry. ANd there will be an angry bunch of ppl who will be pissed off wen i tok abt religion.....i hv similar experience wen i....nvm.... so....dun worrie.... i ll try not to put religion into my blog....haha......peace!]
Oops....must add something abt tmr AJ vs YJ. Want to go but dun think i can go again lah. Chem remedial. Aiya... den got lotsof werk somemore... haiz.....finals guys...the finals....
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