Damn bored lah now. Maybe not bored.... just feeling "moody"? Got no mood to do things now. Went thru chem's transition metal and almost everything oso i cannot do lah. Den want to do math's tut 32....tts wen i fell onto the 'border line' lah. Mind stressed a bit. Went down to support BT todae. Their final game. Sadly, both lost their games. Everyone looked veri sad lah. The players tt is. The feeling of defeat...... wonder if i have ever felt it before. Maybe during the CDP games got feel defeat lah..... Haiz.... But it should be known tt the teams that were at the courts today were all winners lah. They made it to top four.... so technically, there's no such thing as losers todae lah.
Hey, dun take things too hard on urself k? That's wat i can gather after seeing tt final game of urs. It's not ur fault. And hey! Dun think tt u had disappoint ur other teammates .....supporters ... and frens hu came to watch u.... It just wasn't meant to be. It was a good fight i must say. Maybe not ur best performance.... but a good match nonetheless. Its alright to be feeling blue...... for now..... but try not to feel this way too long k?
Today marks an end to a chapter filled with ups and downs. Tomorrow marks the beginning of a rather hectic but exciting journey ahead.Hope wat happened todae will not affect ur tommorrows.
Before i blogged down this short entry of mine.... i was reading thru past conversations i had wif some ppl on msn. Btw, a BIG THANKZ to the creator of the Message Log of Msn lah....haha.... Coz reading past conversations really brought back fond memories, funny incidents..... sad experiences.....late nights...... -sigh-
Better rest now. Long day tmr. Nite! Am feeling slightly better. I guess doctors should start to subscribe to their patients who are feeling depressed, sad,suicidal and what not ..... this new medicine i've just discovered for myself.....blogging...
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