While testing out a Project Management app on my sister's Note 10.1, I slowly found myself sketching life till I turn 50 (the app doesn't allow me to go beyond 2038). I briefly planned, but He decides what's best for me.
And then I realized that actually, every little things that I'm doing/not doing right now are steps towards those dreams. A day that passes by without doing those things I felt that I ought to be doing are days gone to waste. Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian. Following a schedule/plan requires discipline - something I'm so lacking of. It's been at least 2 years and I can't even commit myself to memorizing Surah Yasin. And over the same time period, Surah Ar Rahman and Mulk erased themselves from memory.
Gotta find the missing D before 2018. Without discipline, I shudder at the thought of the M word. But some would argue that the missing D that I'm looking for comes together with M ie. Having committed myself to spending the rest of my life with someone else will naturally make me someone more disciplined.
I then quietly said to myself, "What if Discipline doesn't come with M? What then?"
May Allah guide me through my journey in this temporary world.
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Moga Allah mengukuhkan kedua tapak kaki kamu untuk mengusahakan segala sesuatu yang telah kamu rancang bagi dunia dan akhirat kamu, bagi diri dan keluarga kamu, bagi masyarakat setempat dan seluruh ummah ..
InsyaAllah, Miss 'Missing D' juga sebenarnya sedang berusaha mencari kamu. By the way, banyak2 buat persiapan hati dan ilmu.. Rite now, somehow I can see your mother laughing and smiling with her 2nd generation - ur babies. :D
Haipp, Northern Lights dan tempat2 yang kamu mahu pergi tu pun actually dah berzaman tertulis dalam 'my to go list journey' ..plus Japan and UAE.
My que for Haj based on application by Tabung Haji Malaysia : is on 2028 .. doa dengan sangat dapat pergi sana cecepat, tahun depan ke. Allah~
Same here, Al waqiah sikit sikit semakin banyak verse yang lupa dan tersalah2.hati dan diri saya terlalu kotor, sampai ayat Allah pun susah nak di simpan di dada...Moga Allah ampunkan saya awak dan semua
Every time someone makes a good supplication for a brother, the angel appointed for this particular task will say: "Ameen, may it be for you too."
And may it be for you too, doa saya pula utk kamu.
Baru tadi adik ceritakan pendaftaran haji kini utk thn 2017. Mudah-mudahan diberi peluang utk ke sana.
Dan sebenarnya, D utk disiplin. Tapi mungkin secara subconscious, discipline hanya satu alasan rekaan saya sementara menunggu the missing D u were alluding to. Haha.
Ameen, buat doa terakhirmu. (:
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