Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sorrie for the long absence....

It has been ages since i wrote my last blog. Could not find the time to write something. Either that or i could not think of anything to write about. Anyway, AJ drew with YJ yesterdae...0-0... it was a great game...the best we've had so far....if only we could plae like that on a regular basis.

had a game against Greenview Sec a couple of weeks back....got trashed 6-0..but am still happy after the game. They were superb man! Excelllent in the air...with their accurate passing and crosses. Realised how different they are from AJ. Anyway, we didn't plae our full team.

will be having a game at 5 later today against Mr Koh's team. A team filled with teachers. Hopefully we can have fun there. Again, not evryone will be turning up. But i'll be goin to gain match fitness.

Will miss tonights mentor meeting. WE were invited for dinner and chit chat session at Nizam's place....but the team is more impt. so...sorry guys, i can't make it.

Have been playing this five letter game with Hock recently...whether its during lecture or outside lecture...haha.... he cant seem to beat me in our last few "encounters".....but maybe i m damn lucky lah..haha...Our last game: I had to make a final decision regarding the word... i already found out the last 4 letters of the word by my fourth try--> _ atch. The word can either be "batch", "patch", "match", "Catch","watch"...
Worried that he could try to change his word selection...i told him to write on a piece of paper the word he chose... looking at him....i chose the word "patch".......and guess what....i'm right.....haha....and he told me that he'lll spend 2 hrs looking up the dictionary for words that he could use to "make me lose"....haha
It was a great game...

And yuying and hock made me realise that i spend more time looking at my planner instead of doing the things i was supposed to do. I guess they were right. I closed my planner and manage to do a mindmap for approximation of roots. Thanks guys!!

Saturday, February 5, 2005

lowest point of this year......

The fifth wk is almost coming to an end. Finished cny deco todae. Finished chemistry spa skillA todae. Also had a friendly against NYJC todae, which I’ll talk abt in a while.

Chinese new year deco……haiz….not a class effort lah. Only some did. Its not that ppl are not participative but I think its more the class leaders fault lah, not preparing the stuffs early and getting ppl together. Ppl are willing to help. Ppl made fishes last fridae but I wonder how many of those fishes actually made in on the class display. I feel sad for them lah…

Family day nxt and still, we haven discuss wats our nxt step. Not wif the class at least. Just some ideas and no concrete conclusion. Segragations? Conflicts? Really….. Is it serious?…I dunnoe…. I dun tink so… our class is doing fairly ok lah….or maybe I’m still lagging way behind others…

Soccer…yes….soccer. Against NYJC. Beat them 2-1. Tackles flying in. More like watching wrestlemania. Unfriendly friendly. Our team played ok lah. Won through two free kicks. But at the end of the day, was feeling quite sad lah. Even though I didn’t miss headers, concede any throw ins, give away free kicks nor lose any possession … I was still sad lah. Played less than a minute I think. Getting so hyped up over nothing. Recovered from my fever for nothing. Not that I was damn good that I deserve that place… but its just a feeling nonetheless…. Worse than that of my first week in skool. Just goes to show that I really need to fight for that spot and show them what I m capable of. But overall…. this match will not be a forgettable one. But having been reminded to do reflections, here’s what I think: Never be too excited for any game(WHAT FOR?!)…and todae woke me up…I must start being aggressive…and more focused… more confident of my abilities….ITS JUST A FRIENDLY…why risk getting injured??..

….depressed…