Monday, July 4, 2011
I feel stupid ...
.. when I think about the things I think about. It confuses, frustrates and annoys me sometimes when the brain takes a trip down Reason Boulevard.
Q: Why do I think alot?
A: Because for someone like me, thinking is like talking to a friend. However, in this case, you're talking to yourself, quietly, in your mind. All because you prefer to be by yourself than with someone else.
Q: Why do you prefer to be with yourself?
A: I don't know. Genetics?
Q: It's easy to blame it on Genetics. What if it's not a genome thing?
A: I don't know. Perhaps it's written. Fate. Destined.
Q: Can you stop thinking - too much?
A: I can try. But when I do get all spontaneous, I make mistakes. I make a fool of myself. That, I do not want.
Q: Are you a Perfectionist?
A: I'm not. But I try to be as perfect as I can knowing all my imperfections.
Q: Why do you want to be "perfect"?
A: I don't know. Shouldn't we all strive to achieve perfection?