Last night, mama mentioned that it's been 4 years since dad's passing.
I shouldnt have doubted her and insisted it was the 19th (today) and not the 18th coz when I checked the entry that I wrote on Father's Day 4 years ago, I realized I'd gotten the date wrong. That entry shouldve been dated 18th June 2006 and not 19th June 2006.
I remember locking myself up in my room that Sunday evening with the excuse that I'm tired and I need a short nap. And I remember scribbling the messy thoughts that I had at that moment. I needed to get it all out.
4 years. It has been a while.