i cannot NOT blog

see wat i mean when i said i cannot nOT blog. haha... i did plug out the keyboard for 2 hours i think. And did serious work. But i needed the computer coz of the questions i need to ask. got stuck here and there so i needed help.

the table which i shifted into my room made a whole lot of difference to my revision. Coz there i was... facing nthg but my blue wall so there wasnt anything to distract me. Descipline is one thing but not having the need to impose self-descipline on urself is the better alternative. Wasnt as distracted by the com as i was almost every other time wen studying at my usual study table. too late?
i see it more as a lesson learnt.

sticking post-its on the blue wall tt i face when studying at the table behind me right now. another lesson learnt. doing papers and tys and clarifying is a great process -- it'll be a greater process if i'd done it earlier. the time factor is my main problem. it's always the "last minute syndrome". Anyone has any idea wif regards to overcoming this problem?

and finally, Prject runway has its share of life lessons. Dunnoe wat tt guy said but it's sthg like -- It doesnt matter if it's good or bad. What matters is u like doing what ure doing. I dun think i got it correct but ya, be happy with wat ure doin. Then wat others say abt it doesnt really matter tt much.

Am rather tired. But i need to push on. Am blogging to sort of take my mind of maths. no one on msn seh. everyone must hv slept.

my maths paper 1 is more or less settled. im worried about chem 3. It's in the morning-- so theoretically, i have like from 5pm to 8am later today to recap and recall? am so doomed lah. Then after tomorrow's chem will have like quite sometime for maths2... but i'm afraid i would be too tired by then to do much. Friday's GP. im feeling ok for paper 2 but cant say the same abt essay. 3 points one counter.... i never seem to be capable of tinkin of examples. Another lesson learnt. Weaknesses like this shouldve been overcome earlier on.

well...abt 15 minutes passed. It's like half past one now. A lil bit more b4 i sleep. healthy stress lah. if onli it'd come a lil sooner.nites.

-trying hard not to think abt wat'll happen after my exams-