Monday, June 20, 2005

A mind boggling night....... the birth of a writer....

This is e second time in a week tt while blogging, e com hanged on me. e feeling is simply horrible lah! & e "recover post" function doesnt seem to werk. So i guess tts just too bad ...

OH, and btw, do take time off ur busy schedule to read tis entry coz i tink its a " e da Vinci code"-like entry..….hehe….

And WARNING!!: This is potentially a long entry, some may find it “berjela-jela”…heh…. Should be more than 3000 words I think. Coz in case u didn’t noe, my entry on e Malacca trip was also ard 3000 words like dat. But I feel tt its worth reading so yah…enjoy! And do tag ur comments on e things tt I may mention in this entry of mine.

so like i was saying before e com got hanged.... my mama got a doctor to come tonight(Sunday night). From e things the doctor say, i could gather that the doctor is one smart fella ..... (well... dun wan to go into details abt the doctor to protect e doctors identity and for fear of his family security….haha)....but trust me, the doctor has degrees.... (did go to some FAMOUS university in UK…. Had a stint at a university in China…. A member of some powerful group in Singapore…… )

e reason why i dun wan to mention the doctor's resume and all is to protect the doctor's identity....scared wait e things i mentioned in tis entry will affect the doctor's future... u all noe tt when ppl enter some words on Google! , my blog may end up in their search.... and "funny" things could happen lah....heh... e word “blog” and “bloggers” are very commonly found in e papers nowadays be it for e right or e wrong reasons…. Haha… I m afraid of e possibility of ending up on e wrong side of it. Haha… and when writing this, I’m just wondering if people on e Net can write anything e want? Are they allowed to? Can they do anything as long as its legal? What’s legal and what’s not? What will atrract e media’s attention and what’ll not? How would ppl like myself noe all this rite? I m no knowledgeable guy u noe. SO I wun bother finding answers to e above qns and shall simply continue blogging….

Well some other relatives of mine came too to "try their luck" with tis doctor. I was e first patient and e doctor took a look at my jaw and explained some things which made sense to me. And e doctor'll be prescribing me some supplements and a way to exercise my jaw.... something the doctor will obtain from a physio coz the doctor said this kind of things would be done by a physiotherapist. And i did ask the doctor if operation was nescessary. Well lucky for me, the doctor said no. SO tts it for my consultation lah.....heh.....$20. WEll at least its cheaper than the consultation at Alexandra HOspital lah..... save $80 sia.... those blardy doctors want to cheat people money man!… However, i heard tt the medicine would be ex. Heh.... nvm....we ll see how lah....

So after me was some other "patients" ... relatives of mine ... yah... so i was spending my 8-10+pm out in the living room listening to wat the doctor was saying ….it felt like I was kind of sitting in some chem/medicine lecture.... hearing things like fybroid...dunnoe what sulphate....dunnoe this sulphate....osteo athritis.....dunnoe wat athritis....uric acid.... all tt lah......was rather insightful for me though.... and to digress abit, the doctor did mention that if u blend fruits and vege and simply drink the juice and throwing away the fibres, what u are drinking is in fact natural sugars lah.....heh....all the essential stuffs lies within the fibres.....so eat everything whole.... or try the Jack Lelane power juicer at a price of SG$299.00.... as seen on TV! ....haha! When i saw it on tv, they said 99% of everything is in the juice....very very little fibre is thrown away.

WEll anw, the doctor did say that most doctors out there do "scare" their patients in order to get them to return to their clinics. Doctors do have to earn their keep and pay the rents and their workers and all u know.... cant imagine tt there are doctors(professionals) who’d do this sort of thing. So is e first duty of a doctor to save life? Haha… Well tts something to think abt.

Yah, so by 10 + liddat..... my relatives left ....so the doctor was drinking tea and eating some desserts lah. SO we talked.....there was me and mama and dad and grandma and my 2 bros…well the doctor did most of the talking though…..which to me seems partly amazing..... partly doubtful...

Here’s e fun part of this entry….well tt’s my opinion only though…condemn me if u find it sucky yah?

DISCLAIMER:

[ I may seem to make sweeping statements and all. But e main ideas introduced below are e thing e doctor said and its up to u to see truth in e things mentioned or not. Well I did mention earlier tt e things e doctor said was partly amazing and partly doubtful….And to add on, e doctor shared with us lots of stuffs and I think when e doctor shared with us those stuff, e thought of me writing what e doctor said on a blog definitely didn’t come across his mind. And I would also like to add tt I dun mean to offend ppl out there be it Malays or Chinese or wat… coz some of e things I mentioned may seem bias or racist? Well I must add here tt “I am not good with words”.SO here goes….]


Firstly, the doctor talked about how it is impossible, for Malays of Indonesian extract eg.Javanese, Boyanese (ppl like myself), to get into NUS Faculty of Medicine. The doctor said tt those "Malays" u find inside are "mixed" -- either Indian, Chinese etc. Pure Malays they take a second look but for Javanese and all, ZERO chance of getting in. Weird huh? To think its all about merit. The doctor said tt even though e smartest Malay apply for tt fac, he wun make it into FOM no matter how good his grades are. Well the doctor did mention a Malay who had good grades asking the minister Yacob Ibrahim to help him get into that faculty coz his application was rejected. Heh...well dunnoe how true it is lah....but we have to remember that THIS is SINGAPORE.

Den the doctor talked abt how an influential man named LEE went to some "fortune teller", some WOng fella to see Singapore's future and how tt guy told him to name his son dragon to make Singapore a success (something along this line lah…PS: I am not good with words). Found out from a fren tt e word Loong means dragon. Hmmm.…..Den tis doctor said tt after some time, nthg happened to help Singapore’s economy and tt when he went to see this Wong fella again, the guy told him to build a dragon ard the country….Which is the Haw Par Villa and when tt didnt werk (maybe coz e dragon was so small) Lee created another dragon, this time a bigger one tt runs round e country. And this dragon’s called e MRT. Funny huh? The MRT=that dragon....ard e country. Yah......(I am not sure whether the son part came first or the building the dragon part came first but it doesn’t really affect e story much)

....den the doctor talked about the one dollar coin. How it was created so tt it can be used to buy MRT tickets (u need coins for tt rite) ...... and how theres the ba gua(octagon) on the coin...well i did some googling and could only find this story,...

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The one-dollar coin came into circulation at the time of the MRT construction on the island (check the date if you don’t believe me). The story goes that the Venerable had advised Lee that MRT tunnelling work would be bad for the feng shui of the island, its prosperity, etc. Firm however on pushing ahead with the project, Lee asked if there was anything that could be done to circumvent the bad feng shui. “Yes", replied the Venerable, “but it may be impossible to implement".

Said Lee to the Venerable - please speak. The Venerable then said that EVERY household on this island must have or must display a ‘pak kwa’ or a symbolic octagonal (8-sided) object. Oh no, there would definitely be racial riots. How could Lee force every household to have a ‘pak kwa’ then at home?

Hehheh… said the wise Lee - I have an idea. I know how to make EVERYBODY like to have as many ‘pak kwas’ as possible and so, our one-dollar coin was born.

(www.lunadust.com/blog/archives/2004_05.html)

The story quite power rite?....

The doctor oso told us to take a look at e one-dollar coin before 1990 and after 1990. U guys go find 2 one dollar coins from the respective "era" and come back to continue reading......

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..(I’m sure no one would actually be taking e 2 one-dollar coin huh)

...well when u do.....see if u can spot any difference. Most likely a NO. But if u take a closer look at the heads part (the thingy wif the state symbol and the lion and the tiger) ... the bottom part there's a "MAJULAH SINGAPURA" right? e one before 1990 is inverted downwards but e ones after 1990 has the "MAJULAH SINGAPURA" part inverted upwards. Heh..... i took a look at the oldest $10 note i hv....(the one wif the bird and all).... there's e same state crest on it.... but the "MAJULAH SINGAPURA" symbol is inverted upwards, not downwards! Which means to sae tt a mistake had been made. And e crest is a VERY SACRED thing which cant be changed as and when u like. So why was the "MAJULAH SINGAPURA" part of the crest on the coin b4 1990 made like :( and not :)? Was a mistake made? If so, didnt the coin like go thru thorough checks of many levels? And there must be someone of high power who must’ve authorised for the coin to be mass produced right? .....hehe... Weird huh? I did some googling but couldnt find any stories to back this up... is it TOP SECRET? Or are ppl up there hoping no one notices tt mistake? Haha....well....i tink i kind of heard this one-dollar story somewhere b4 lah but nothing solid did come out lah.... it was just seen as a weird thing and tts it. SO....is there more to it?

And e doctor told us about e one-dollar note story. e doctor said someone up there noticed something was wrong with e ship on e note. Go and look for e blue one dollar note….go…

Dun worry lah! I’ll wait for you!!…..hees…

If u take a look at e ship, it seems tt e ship is going from e right to e left. And if u look at e sails, e wind is blowing from right to left. But look at e flag at e top of e ship! Its not drawn correctly! It should be blown to e left too! Well, it was said tt someone up there noticed this and ordered for e production to be stopped…… so everyone will carry tt ba gua around??? Haha….

Anw.... the doctor mentioned that the state crest (i just found out its called the "coat-of-arms"), and e flag and e police crest and all tt was designed by the man who composed the national anthem. Is it true? COuld anyone volunteer to verify this? Well.... googling didnt turn out conclusive answers. And notice how all the words on the crests are in MALAY.... so its possible tt Zubir Said might have really been e “designer”....coz would a chinese want to put the words in Malay?.... why not keep the words English? Well....its just a theory....Anw, the doctor mentioned tt the red and white was similar to the merah-putih(red-white)/ Sang saka... in other words....the indonesian flag. According to some Mark Sensen(I got this piece of info thru goolgle!), the red represents human blood, standing for the corpreal or concrete, and the white rep. e spritual. Together they are a pair, like the life on earth: day and night; man and wife; creation and individual. Heh....(Zubir SAid came from Indonesia u noe) And the doctor added how the crescent moon is the symbol of Islam and the 5 stars represents Islam's 5 pillar of faith. (Zubir Said's a Muslim u noe) So is this just a theory (or simply a radical thought) put forth by the doctor? Or is there truth behind it? So is e peace, progress, equality thingys there to de-islamacize the state flag? Afterall, the flag and all was adopted in 1959...Zubir Said was no longer around.....? Remember Gladiator?The king made Russel Crowe king before the king died.... but no one did noe abt it? Yah....and things took a different path.... haha.... could the same idea be applied here?

[Notice all e question marks I have. I am doubtful. Not certain. So this is just something for u to read and perhaps think abt? Do research?]

Den the doctor talked about Malays. How Malays are like grains of rice-- u could gather them all easily. But u can disperse them easily too. Try getting a fist full of grain. Its easy to do that. But when u release that grip of urs....the rice will fall all over place. Well its kind of true I guess....and the doctor quoted tt rice metaphor from someone in some high places and tt someone is a very popular man.....heh...

The doctor talked about how Malays are doing rather well now compared to the past and how things are being implemented now to stop this increasing(worrying?) trend. Coz remember, THIS is SINGAPORE.... Malays instead of Chinese being up in high positions? Worrying rite? Chinese being threatened by the emergence of Malays? A possibility?....Again, I must say tt this IS Singapore….

The Ganja(some form of drugs) was a hit among ppl in the 70s....mostly Malays. And technically, one can say that the Ganja "destroyed" the malays. Glue sniffing too -- though shocking, nthg concrete was being done to curb e problem (i think) coz malays are the ones doing it? Racial purity?.... (suddenly i remember SOme German history..) This is just a thought..... WEll anw, the recent craze that hit Singapore is the sisha ... something like smoking and all but dunnoe how it werks lah. WEll.... i dun think Chinese readers of my blog will noe wats tis lah....but just read on and u'll noe why.

... the sisha came from the Arabs and its like smoking sweet smelling fruity stuff boiled in a water and so u suck the vapour thru a pipe and it'll like calm u down and all like aromatherapy liddat I tink....(..PS: I am not good with words)... SO now, Malays are going to those restaurants/bars in Arab Street and all to sisha(can I make this word an action word?) Haha..... Something like dat ....and it is now okay to own a "sisha machine(?)" (PS: Again...i am not good wif words) In the past, the CNB will arrest u if u posses this contraption. Well now its ok. Why? Coz only the Malays noe wat tis is and are again "destroying" themselves? One may say that the sisha is not smoking tobacco.... just inhaling some very sweet smelling fruity flavours like apple and all.... WEll.. the doctor said that if the sisha can like make u feel relaxed and calm, it means tt there is an increase in (a scientific term i dun recall)..... in the brain and this is no good. And e doctor added that ppl dun really noe where the flavors are derived from, whether it is synthetic or natural. If its synthetic, direct inhalation wun be good rite? ...and that there will be some form of addiction too! Well if the owners of sisha bars wants more customers and if they added nicotine or any other addictives into e water, no one could tell the difference rite? Cmon! Tis is the Malays ure talking abt here...(not putting down ppl of my race…well, Malays here refers to all grps of malays which include us javanese lah..) But I feel tt its true! Anw, this sisha thingy is well known mostly amg the Malay community and not so much by the others... and the sudden legalization of selling and owning the contraption..... Is this a repeat of Ganja? Racial purity? Oh btw, the Ganja was banned in the 70s too coz soon, not only Malays but Chinese are using this drug. (See where i'm driving at?) SO when this Sisha craze becomes popular outside the Malay community, i wun be surprised when ppl up there will ban the ownership of such contraption. Heh..…..

Here’s a scenario e doctor painted for us: When ppl see kids smoking e sisha, they’ll think tt its okay coz its only e sisha. But kids being creative and all, would ppl really noe wat they are really smoking? They could be smoking Ganja for all u noe! Well my parents said tt e way e sisha mechanism werks is very similar to e way ppl smoke ganja. Scary thoughts huh? Well, I guess so long only e Malays do it, nothing will be done lah! Just a thought….

[Do google your way to find out more]

Non-alcoholic beer.....Jolly Shandy.... a way to make Malays fall? Coz u noe tt Muslims cant drink alcohol and just wanna add tt someone is my family did drink Jolly Shandy coz she didnt noe it was alcoholic ( Well after the first few sips, she threw it away coz the taste and smell was awful). I dun think it was made clear that Jolly Shandy was alcoholic in the first place.....the innocent looking packaging was there to fool the Malays(?).... coz if the Malays do drink this alcohol.... it would make them further away from their God and thus lead to their own fall...? Hmm..... what if there’s truth behind this? Hehe….

The doctor did talk about the MUIS(a muslim body in Sg).... how the leader wanted to step down but some one high up told him tt no one gave him the permission to step down. (WAH I really wonder if this is true!) Coz of the cemetry issue. The ppl up there supposedly needed his signature to approve the projected 3 tier burial. Something like u bury 3 ppl in one grave. A multi-tiered grave lah. (Everything in singapore has to be multi-storied) Lately, they are destroying those small single storied mosques and building multi story ones. And this cost money! Well....guess what? The contractors for the new mosques are Chinese!! Cant they find malays to do the job? ARe all Malays that lousy? THe mosques in Malaysia were built by MAlays(I think) ....... so why cant Malays do the job here???? Or is there politics involved? Heh....... see how dumb Malays can get? Giving jobs to chinese instead of their own people. See how dumb Malays are allowing their still-solid mosque to be demolished? And guess where they get e funds to build e mosque? Thru donations made mostly by MALAYS LAH ....seriously..... can we Malays really sae we aren’t tt dumb? I guess e Chinese contractors would be laughing behind our backs…… designing and building our place of worship…

[Well again I cant verify e truth of this. Do go find out whether e Chinese really are e contractors. Well I am writing assuming tt there’s truth in all this lah… and like I said, I do doubt e things e doctor said]

And the doctor told us how chickens arent actually being slaughtered properly. Coz u all noe tt Muslims must eat halal meat..... and tt the chicken has to be slaughtered in a particular way and all -- with prayers and stuff like dat.... so the doctor was saying tt if there s only one malay man slaughtering 2000 chicken by tommorow morning..... is it possible to slaughter properly throughout? ...well... the doctor said that someone told him that theres a chinese man who would kill the chicken by poking its neck with some sharp pointed thingy and tt makes the killing faster? And the muslim fella just sit back and watch? Haha... life in the 21st century...... full of challenges..... the end of the world is near i guess...... And also there’s this Muslim called TM Fouzy (I tink) who told all muslims tt all e other chickens are not halal and tt only his chickens are halal and told e muslims to buy chicken from him. (This is wat e doctor told us lah) But e question mark lies in whether this TM Fouzy can actually supply halal chickens for e whole Muslim population. He wants to attract more customers but does he really have tt many chicken? Anw, heard other stuffs abt this TM Fouzy which I find rather ridiculous….. heh…and can u see how dumb Malays can get?

And e doctor also mentioned how come Old Chang Kee was given the Halal status after so many years in business and after so many rejections? ..... hmm.... as u all noe most Malays are HAPPY tt now they can eat at OCK (though even when its not halal, Malays do eat it still). Yah, so is it a case of racial purity again??? The fall of the Malays?? The rise of the Chinese?? Wats the ingredients behind OCK delicious stuffs? WOuld anyone like ask? Would anyone care? Only me i guess.... but hey, not in a million years would I go eat at OCK.... call me radical....call me extremist....but y shuld i go there when my Grandma and my mama makes the most delicious epok epok in the world!?? (Am digressing i noe...hees).

[oh btw, after spending almost my entire night writing e above stuffs, I decided to get some hours of sleep while I still can…. And continued some 11 in e morning.]

Hmm….. so, can u see how dumb Malays can get? Just because e MUIS gave e halal status, everyone began rushing to queue for OCK stuffs. Without due thoughts and all. When one thinks carefully, e zillions of applications by businesses for e halal status. And e number of personnel MUIS has to oversee all this things and e long stringent guidelines tt e applicants must meet to get e halal status. Can there even be a possibility tt corruption is involved? People with money do get what they want and there’s lots of mosque being rebuilt and e MUIS need money and all… IS there any chance tt e MUIS will go to every outlet to see if e ppl there observe e guidelines like no pork in e kitchen and all? Yes Chinese cooks can cook halal food but they do it non-halal foods. And do MUIS noe what actually goes into e food? e doctor mentioned tt e doctor went to a seafood restaurant and e doctor’s Chinese friend happened to be e cook there. e doctor asked his fren if its halal and he said yes. e doctor asked wat makes his soup special and to e doctor’s horror, e “juice” obtained when u boil pigs’ bones….coz e gelatin released is delicious?…. weird….. scary…. So when ppl see halal on sign boards, does it nescessarily means its halal? Would anyone care to ask? Would anyone really bother? Well a similar incident happened during e AJ Soc Malacca trip and we were at this Chinese restaurant and e fella there said its halal and I found out tt rice wine is used to cook e dishes. Well, can there be more to it than rice wine??? Heh… but dumb malays like me on tt trip didn’t open his big mouth to ask. It was only when some Chinese on e trip “enlightened” us…. Haha… See how dumb Malays can get? Regarding e MUIS and e halal status, will they actually admit it? Will anyone ever find out e truth? Well no one will actually noe e truth I guess.

e doctor mentioned Banquet and e doctor mentioned tt e chickens tt were bought, only e top few are halal…. e ones hidden below are not. Dunnoe how true this is? But theres a possibility it might be true. Coz u see e owners of Banquets are Chinese and Chinese always want to make profit. And halal chickens,in case u dun noe, are more expensive than non-halal chicken…. So what do they care abt integrity? As long as Malays come and fill up e empty seats can already…. Hah… dumb Malays….. Do take note tt by this I dun mean all Chinese are like tis…. Just some thoughts lah! Racial purity? Instead of Aryan(Hitler’s race), is it possible tt there are ppl who wants to make Singapore a “pure” country??

Again, just a thought….

And there’s also e case of Loong and his Malay teacher. Why of all teachers tt taught him, he picked a Malay and why did this came out in e papers and news? Was it to make Malays see him as a good leader? And dumb Malays are traditionally kind hearted ppl who easily buy wat they see on tv and all. Can all this be propaganda of some sort? e media and all, are they being controlled? Is there really freedom of speech and all? Coz e doctor also mentioned tt normally, when Malay teens abort e baby… it is widely reported. When there’s corruption like during e Haj thingy, every news channel reported on it…. When theres crimes involving Malays, reporters rush to e scene. Not saying tt there aren’t Chinese being reported too. Well wouldn’t it be crazy and obvious if all e reports is abt e Malays? Well e heads of e media company are CHINESE…. And ppl up there are Chinese too. Could politics be involved? I think Malays will eventually see their fall…. End of e world?? Just thoughts though….

Taufik winning Idol. IS THIS UR IDOL MALAYS??? Why most of his fans are Malays…. Taufik’s seen hugging and kissing gurls on stage and all. And I think he’s a muslim….like duh…. So is this UR IDOL?? Sly should have won. I m not being biased or anything but is there a possibility of e votes being rigged. Can Singtel ever declare e votes. Ppl up there have e power to control things. Could this unthinkable thing actually happen in Singapore? Could e ppl up there have said “Give e Malays their Idol and let them go crazy over him? Let Sly lose but it’s okay. We ll help him all e way like send him overseas to make his own CD and all.” Could e ppl up there have stopped Singtel from actually declaring e votes? After all, people up there to have stakes and positions in e telecommunication industry. Who’s their CEO? Find out…. Dumb Malays actually thought Taufik won…. Haha…. not sure abt e truth though but wat is e truth? How true can e truth be?? Heh…. This “idoling” of their own kind, I think, will lead to their own fall. HOW in e blue world could anyone idol another person? Ppl in e past have idols they worship. Ppl during e time of Prophet Ibrahim and all worship idols and look what God did to their civilization…. Haha…. e fall of Malays? Highly possible!!

Nuraliza won e Ms Singapore some years back. An idol e females could look up to? Whats right and whats not in Islam? Do ppl really care? Are ppl really afraid of hell? What is hell? I cant see it so I dun believe it?? Anw, e incident took place ard e same tim e “tudung issue” was widely debated. So wats left of e tudung issue? Doesn’t anyone actually bother anymore? Were people hypnotized by e “amazing” looks of Nuraliza? Haha….. was politics involved to “destroy” e Malays? …. Just some thoughts though….

And by giving us Taufix as our Idol, ppl up there must be hoping tt Malays would be happy to have one of their own “up there” and tt e Malays would not notice tt there’s NO malay among e nominees for presidency. Haha…. a ploy? So will we see any Malays as president in future? Or will Yusof Ishak be e only one. And btw, Yusof Bin Ishak was Arabic. Haha… well or at least tt’s what e doctor told us. Do more research I guess?….. e fall of e Malays? Haha…..

And e doctor mentioned tt e Stanford Raffles statue was somehow replaced and is now different from e one which was at e place before he was moved. e doctor said tt now, e statue is stepping on a letter whereas there’s no letter in e original statue. e letter he said was e treaty signed with e Temenggong at tt time….. haha…. if it is true, what does it signifies? Disrespecting e Malays whom he signed e treaty with? And what does e letter represent? Who put in tt letter? Why did he or she added tt letter? More importantly, is there a letter there in e first place? Haha…. go check it out!

e doctor talked about e NeWater plant…yeah tt shitty drink and how it was used in an attempt to drive Malays out of e country. Coz traditionally, Malays used to be easily disgusted by such things and there could be a possibility of running to Malaysia or elsewhere. And Malays have to perform ablution in before they pray and many got worried if e water is clean enuff and all. All in e hopes of driving e Malays out? Coz there are ppl up there who can speak Malay, knows e Malay culture better than us Malays… read Arabic and all u noe….Haha… so since e “attempt” failed, they might as well open up e desalination plant in Tuas. Haha… possible?? Racial purity?…… haha…Is it more complicated than it seems? Or like I said, some radical thought??

And e doctor said tt books talking abt malays in e past can only be obtained in London and all, places like e Oxford University. Books written by Musyi Abdullah and all….. coz Raffles brought home all this books u noe…. Den there’s something abt how his ship got burnt down but e books managed to reach home….

I think this is about all tt doctor mentioned coz e doctor needs to go home rite? Haha….. well…. It was definitely a mind boggling night. Hehe…..

Karl Marx, e guy from e history textbook…. He’s a communist(Russian or german I forgot). And he’s a writer. Wolfgang Leonhard, another fella in my history textbook. He’s communist. He’s German. He’s a writer.

I am no guy from a history textbook. I am no communist. I am no radical. I am no extremist. But I am a writer. I am a blogger. Can I be as influential as Marx or Wolfgang? Will I be caught for making public my thoughts? Coz ppl like Marx and Wolfgang spent most of their life in jail. Haha!

Is this a trend tt is evolving? Will there be more ppl like me using blogs to share some radical views tt they might have? Will this be a worrying trend? Will actions be taken to curb this trend? So what will e course of action be like to stop this increasing trend?

Haha….well this is a damn long entry. Its has passed 5000 words in case ure wondering. Well, I am not a person with a great mind. e things mentioned above are all what e doctor shared with us. So I m just sharing it with e world. I wun be writing like tis for future entries…. Hah… I dun wan e ISA or e CID to come knocking on my door tonight and confiscate all my computer things. Heh…… post 9/11 ….. ppl see ppl like me in a different light. So should I remove my name from this blog. Should I remove e links I have on this blog? Shuld I start becoming anonymous? CMON LAH! e ppl up there aren’t dumb u noe! Hehe….. so why bother?

Well, before I end my 5+ hours ordeal writing this 5000+ words entry to start my day, I hope no one got offended by e things I said. I hope Malays reading this will understand where I am coming from. I hope ppl out there will really ask themselves e questions I asked myself. Do tag and offer me ur feedback ya?

And one more thing, hope I wun get into deep trouble publishing this entry =P (May God protect me)

Urs trulie,

A budding writer (he still haven ate his breakfast yet and its 2 pm now!!)

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