Thursday, June 30, 2005

Wednesdae....


Chemistry.... confirm cannot. But... i like chem lah. And i really want to do well in it. Will just simply go for it lah. Anw, tmr physics.... seems to be able to understand physics but... still lack the practice. If only i'd done more practices. Well practice after practice was the key factor in me doing well in pri. sch. BUt it ended when i stepped into sec one. Maybe coz there's no more teacher to guide u every step of the way. Ure like on ur own from day 1..

Well.... will read as much as i can for tmr. Wun let physics pass just like dat. Will giv my all for tmr. WEll, this few daes not really in the mood to talk lah. Face always damn sien..... hair always so down... dunnoe lah... not in the mood. And the question "Why blog?" came from Tauhid todae.. who feels its a waste of time. Well.... its is kind of waste of time.... like which like yuying said can be used for studying.... but i only blog when i got time.... or when i cant study... haa... well i blog for myself actually. So that i can see the old me.... memories... learning points.... yah... i got short term memory so blogging helps a bit lah. Haa...

WEll just came back frm religious class again. Man... still in egypt.... haha.. and the ustaz talked about the seven years and the next seven years ... well... he linked things back to reality, how u should only do things that u have the knowledge and skills to do. Dun try doing anything ure not good at. How when u plan, u have to be fully commited into it and all that. And he said that one should not be satisfied at what he have and let it be. Like sae i cant be saying things like "fail fail lah.... cannot already.... after A level see how lah.... be road cleaner also can".... and i cannot feel sad to the extent that it makes me want to give up. He says islam do not allow its followers to feel like this. Yes sadness is an emotion in which every human beings will feel... but never let it make u give up. Well.... i did let it take over me for the past few days... now i guess i cant be doing it anymore. Well he did mention that human beings see things with a human mind. Like say... i see that it is highly unlikely for me to be good within the next 4 months...... and its not really possible for a normal human being to do it. What more a human being who is less than normal. Well.... he told us that God too has His plans for us. What's impt is that we ourselves hv to do our own planning(and be commited to it).... and simply not give up.... simply not lose hope.... coz who noes what God has planned for us in future..... And he told us that though we MUST go far in this world, we must not forget our life after this. No point getting good grades when u forget about God.....

Well that's wat i feel lah. K.... tts it for now. Shuldnt be "wasting" my time... time to give my all for physics...

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